beginning a new blog since tumblr boned my last one
well here's the first blog post i'm making on blogger since tumblr decided my blog was too nsfw to be allowed on their website! ive been having a rough time lately and i can't really put my finger on exactly why. ive been trying hard to figure out why but it's all just been shitty lately. no luck on dating apps, the only girl who seems interested in me lives in spain and i'm not down for another online relationship and neither is she which is fine because fuck those. anyways i guess i'll go into why i think my life has been trash lately. first and foremost, both of my grandparents are in absolutely rough spots. my grandma had hip surgery and she's been out of commission for a few weeks now but it's been fine and i don't mind helping around the house a bit when i can. my grandpa is stubborn as hell and even though he's not really in the best of shapes he still tries to do everything he was doing a year ago. he can't walk right and his stamina ...