been hella depressed lately
the past few weeks/months have been utter shit. my grandma is back home from the senior home where she was for rehabilitation from her heart attack. it is a relief that she seems to be just fine rn and i'm extremely happy that that situation played out as well as it could've. the biggest problem i've been having lately has still been familial. for some reason, no matter what i do, it's never enough for my family. i've been struggling with this idea forever, and even when this summer came around and i've been having to drive my grandpa around a fuckton and helped my grandma out too, no one thinks what i'm doing is enough. they act like my life needs to revolve around their needs but i still have a social life of my own to take care of alongside a job that i need to work in. they act like since i'm at home for the most part i don't work but in reality i work quite a bit and the work i'm doing is fairly important for the company i'm at. there...